some thing is bothering me right now...i kind of have a cue to lead my self to aware about it...but my another part of me told me that it will hurt me if i make it aware...i know wat is it... ya...its real hurt me a lot... just like put some salt to a open wound... >.<

I waiting someone sms...but my hp never sing a song to me... every time it sing song... i have a hope, it was not it... every time it will bring disappointment to me. Y? tell me y?...I know some time things cant make it suddenly pop out if it never exist at the first place... what should i do? my frens told me that go far far away from it... ignore it ....let time turn it lesser...there are always have other possibilities....let ur self see more far than this...
ya...i will rebuild the wall again, so that no more infection will happen again... dont say me im cruel...i just cant stand the pain any more... for my own good or maybe for urs good... maybe we both will be more comfortable later... some time feelings can cause us a wound or it will cover or even cure our wound. but wat i met now, mostly will make some bloody wounds...